Feeling low after social interractions?

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12 Apr 2010, 12:58 pm

I went to a card party on Sunday.

At first, there weren't that many people there; all of the people there were people I've known for years. I was fine for a while - even played cards. But then more and more people started showing up and making more noise. Keeping up with the card game was difficult enough, but then the noise became a big distraction and made me feel some kind of way where I was drained and felt like I needed to leave. It was affecting my card game and my ability to "fixtrate" on what was being played. It didn't help that the place had become hot.

I simply told everyone that I was tired and needed to leave. Before, I would've stayed to try to people-please which would've resulted in me feeling worse and the making more and bigger mistakes at cards...meaning my partner would get mad at me. So I left once we FINALLY had been beaten!

At least I could boast of having unseated some champion bid whist players along with running a Boston on a Six Special in Diamonds (yes...I know that probably means NOTHING to most people here, but I just had to say it)!

These are some very encouraging people who've been in my corner for many, many years.



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12 Apr 2010, 1:34 pm

Alycat wrote:
I find that after social interractions I always feel really low.
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Does anyone else have this happen?

Not in the same form. I twice engaged in hobbies that involved interaction with many very friendly people. I gave up on both activities partly because after a few years I would feel down immediately after leaving a meeting. That happened because I never connected with any of those nice people. Any interaction was fleeting, and didn't go anywhere beyond the moment. After some time that became depressing. Now I have more solitary hobbies.



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13 Apr 2010, 11:01 am

I find that any social interaction requires considerable conscious effort on my part.There's a lot of ensuring that I listen, don't talk over other people, maintaining eye contact and appropriate physical posture etc. - things that may come automatically to an NT. So at the end of any social encounter, I do feel a kind of mental fatigue. Luckily I don't replay it and criticise my performance as much as I once used to, as I try not to let anything like that prey on my mind.



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14 Apr 2010, 3:21 am

GuyTypingOnComputer wrote:
I am not sure why you are felling low.

Personally, after a social interaction I replay and analyze the interaction in my head and become concerned about what I said, how it may have been interpretted and what is going to happen next. I may enjoy an interaction, but I get a horrible sinking feeling once it ends as I try to understand how I came across and what the other person may have been thinking.


I do this also.

And I have a big feeling of emptiness after the interaction - either that same day or the next day. Then it passes and I'm fine with my regular singular routine. Then another interaction and the cycle begins again.


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14 Apr 2010, 10:06 am

It is the same for me.

Last friday I had an opening, it was my own single exhibition. Horrific.
To install everything etc. was exhausting. But the opening itself was the worst.
I had to work before it, the day after and came back home totally wrecked.
Sunday, monday and tuesday I needed to recover.
But somehow I am proud to manage events like this, I just need to plan enough time just for myself afterwards.



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14 Apr 2010, 11:07 am

A lot of times, I can't help but wonder why I torture myself.

Tuesday night is the trivia night at the bar which I frequent. So for much of the week, I look forward to going out and having a good time. Playing the game and being around other people.

Then I get there and I just don't feel like talking to anyone under the age of 35 (I'm 24) - for any significant amount of time. So I leave the place, and more often than not I'm freaking out over what these people think of me and what I had done wrong there.

And then by about Friday, I'm looking forward to seeing these people again.



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14 Apr 2010, 11:47 am

It depends on what's going on. If it's just being with a couple people casually talking, etc I sometimes end analyzing what was said afterwards. Now if it's with a group of people and I'm having a great time, later on I end up feeling what I can only describe as a slow crash. Like being so wound up it's like a high, then bottoming out. :?


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14 Apr 2010, 3:46 pm

Salt wrote:
It is the same for me.

Last friday I had an opening, it was my own single exhibition. Horrific.
To install everything etc. was exhausting. But the opening itself was the worst.
I had to work before it, the day after and came back home totally wrecked.
Sunday, monday and tuesday I needed to recover.
But somehow I am proud to manage events like this, I just need to plan enough time just for myself afterwards.


Wow - good job!


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14 Apr 2010, 6:08 pm

I think it got easier, all-in-all, as I got to the point in my life that I didn't care quite as much as what people thought about me, or spent so much time trying to be sure I did all the social stuff "right". I'm in my fifties now, so I've got quite a bit of practice and am much, much more confident in my abilities than I was when I was 20.

That and I've turned into a cranky old broad who just doesn't give much of a damn anymore! :lol:



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14 Apr 2010, 8:28 pm

GuyTypingOnComputer wrote:
I am not sure why you are felling low.

Personally, after a social interaction I replay and analyze the interaction in my head and become concerned about what I said, how it may have been interpretted and what is going to happen next. I may enjoy an interaction, but I get a horrible sinking feeling once it ends as I try to understand how I came across and what the other person may have been thinking.


Exactly! Only I get so caught up in the analysis of what happened that I often end up emailing the person or people with whom I've interacted to try to fish for what they thought. I always end up being even more confused and feel even lower. I can't imagine that painstakingly reexamining an interaction which seemed innocuous to the other person would make me seem sane to them.



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14 Apr 2010, 9:46 pm

A "low dose" of social interaction is enough to stave off loneliness for a while.

But a social interaction where I perceive I said the wrong thing or was uncomfortable takes sooooooo much out of me. And during and after any conversation, I often beat myself up for stupid things I said, or what I should have said.

Leave me be with a book for a while, and I'll be happy.



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25 Apr 2010, 11:25 pm

I need a recovery time. Since I have discovered this I try to schedule my socializing (why yes, I schedule it, lol) with gaps around it to allow time to gear up and down before and after. Hot baths, a puzzle, a book, a video, a drive...etc.