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since I still live at home,I don't NEED to work and since I'm out of school I have NO responsibilities.
It certianly sounds to me like you desperatly DO need work. Your parents should be pushing you to get a job.
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I'm not making excuses but I think how I got into this lifestyle was because of my pain issues.
I am overweight,my weight causes me immense joint pain,I have to lose weight. I must exercise,but I can't because of my joint pain...I have even had pain killers prescribed to no avail.
You are making excuses. Go outside and walk, or join a gym.
The pain is probably due to your weight problem. You have to focus on losing weight. And stop drinking soda.