underwater wrote:
I think you are 16 years old, and struggling with a lot in your life. You have no idea what kind of person you will become ten or even twenty years from now.
From what I've seen from your posts, you are lonely and going through an identity crisis. A lot of people here can relate to that.
I wish you had someone in your life that understands you and that you understand.
It's hard to learn to be kind to others if nobody is being kind to you.
This
I am a totally different person from when I was 16, probably for the worse cause I am a drug addict and an alcoholic and while I had no friends when I was 16. It was better it many ways than now cause most of my friends have abandoned me due to poor choices and addiction.
However, this thread is not about me and the point is that doesn't have to be you, you might be quite successful and will be if you stay smart and in school. Life was kinda downhill spiral for me when I got kicked out of school and started abusing drugs. Whatever kinda of person you become ten years from now, any problem you are facing now will seem irreverent. At the risk of seeming slightly negative, I will say it usually gets worse before it gets better but I am sure things will work out. Hell, if thats true, there might be hope for me yet, so here is to the both of us succeeding.