I have the same problems. I have only a couple friends that lasted passed graduation. I woukd have considered them my best friends up until the last few months. That is when I really noticed I am not their best friend. They have several other friends and they talk more often, hang out more often. Now because of differences in opinion with one, not so much a friend anymore. The other is dating this loser (I haven't said anything to her...yet), for fear of losing her, snd I would, because she has already cut family out of her life. So now I am friendless. Forever Alone.
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Your Aspie score: 180 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 27 of 200
Autism-Spectrum Quotient is 48
AS, OCD, ADHD - Diagnosed
PTSD - Undiagnosed
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