I used to attend this church that was connected to a Christian school I taught at. After I was fired (for being an awkward and crap teacher), I fell out of love with not just that church, but all churches and haven't joined another one since. I attend once a year if I'm lucky, and that's enough for me. I listen to hymns on the radio, liturgies and sermons on Youtube, and I have dreams of one day starting a virtual online church. But enclosed roomful of people churches where everyone is happy all the time I don't think are really for me, much as I loved worshipping in them and still miss it.
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"There once was a little molecule who dreamed of being part of the crest of a great wave..."
(From the story 'The Little Molecule' - Amazon Kindle, 2013)