I believe my eye contact is poor. I have read on this forum that there is a “7 second rule” (where you are supposed to lock eyes for a particular period of time). However, I find it quite distracting to lock eyes with another person for anything other than a micro-second. So, generally, if I am looking at someone’s eyes and they are looking somewhere else, once they look back in my eyes, I almost immediately divert my eyes.
It’s almost as if, when I lock eyes, I need to stop thinking about everything else (including any discussion I am having). It is that invasive.
To better focus on the discussion, I noticed that I look at people’s mouth. I am not trying to read lips. It’s just easier to focus, listen and think (about what I need to say next, in the discussion).
Additional thoughts:
1. Before my diagnosis (last year), making eye contact wasn’t something I noticed at all. I never realize I exhibited poor contact. I was just something I never really thought about it. I only became conscious of my lack of eye contact after learning about Aspergers.
2. Before my diagnosis (last year), I often times fidgeted in social situations, not knowing where to place my arms. Do I let them hang down. Do I put them in front? Behind my back? Cross them? Since my diagnosis, I now fidgeted in social situations, not knowing where to direct my gaze. Do I look down? Do I look in the mouth? Do I do a quick gaze in the eye? Do I stare out in space?