moved houses having problems at new school

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hey everyone new to this

ill start with some info on the topic( not sure if this is right place to post this but the point is later on)
when i was 4 or 5 i was diagnosed with asperges ,in pre school i didnt notice anyone around me and didnt talk to anyone i would cry at the front door of the place till mum came back
( i was only there for half n hour)

in primary school i didnt get any friends i would just sit down and wait for the bell in year 5 i decided to join in at lunch at football muh easyer than i thought i found out . i had fun playing so i decided to join a team outside school i met this guy that became my best friend we dint go to the same school but we visited eachother houses most days and i found out he was to be in my highschool . when we got to high school i just hung round him he introduced me to alot of other guys from his old school and i made alot of friends , throughout the year my asbergus decreased i was very comfy socially and was going out to my new friends houses i felt like a normal kid
one day my parents told me that were moving i thought it would not be a bit deal since i thought i would be as comfy as my first high school

i was wrong..to cut down on reading time basicly i got 2 friends that i play footy with at lunch
i was in the footy team up here but becasue of dickheads im quitting i feel as tho my aspergus has reached its maxamine this year insted of comfy calm guy i am constantly walking through
the school looking ahead of me searching out possible threats then looking behind me for threats im also getting short of breath ,then when in the classroom my fingers are tapping the desk and my foot is going up and down i dont talk i dont look up i just get my f*****g work done im theres only a few peopl that bully me one person cant get over how flinchy i am the other is the reason im quiting footy

ive been depressed most of the year ( not bad just overthinking) the only 2 good things came outs this 1 my grades are impressive 2 im finding more of a connection with music and im getting good

so heres my question why the f**k is my aspy level at a max i understand the move and all but its 3rd term and i still feel like im a outsider is there anyway i can help this i really dont want to go to year 12 ( only in year 8 ) like this ive been i dont think i can spend my schooling like this

sorry for the mass amount of text im not even sure if i asked a proper quetion