Ok i guess i'll start here. Back in august i went into a musicians bar that i normally went into if i was in town most of the time id stand awkwardly alone and just have a beer. But i recently got to know another guy who was a guitarist and in a band, he seemed real down to earth but i also seen him a few days before when i was in the same bar and this guy was in the toilet snorting cocaine on top of a sink in full view of any bloke who was either in the gents or about to walk in. Anyways he seemed to know his stuff musically and i ignored what i seen. On another occassion he had sais hi and was with another guy who i had never met before. He said james (me) is a bit of a whizz at electronic music production id like to add that dynamic to my sound, i was then invited to have a drink with them nervously i said ok in a quiet unconfident voice. this guys other friend was called andy id never met him before. he seemed to be asking a lot of questions then the topic of drugs came into the conversation i felt really uneasy and nervous and did start to panic but i could not move i felt kinda trapped. he asked me if i took drugs and because i seen craig do it in the toilet before i just said yes to fit in. very stupid i know in hindsight but i just did not wanna appear uncool or like a complete square which is what i really am im a total geek no mates etc. not only did i say i took drugs but i started showing off saying i could supply them ohhhh im still cringing now......it was so stupid to say then but it gets worse much much worse i said i get my drugs off of some people who drink in my local and are well known in glasgow i said their stuff was the best to make my false drug supplying and taking sound more believable.
Now i am totally scared as the people i mentioned to this guy are now locked up in jail and i think this guy andy may have been either a cop or a journalist now i think the police was to raid my house because of the lies i told. I have had them out to my flat 3 times and i have went down to the station voluntary to explain the situation, i also think that this family think i am a grass and want to harm me in someone maybe by planting drugs in my flat, i am at my wit end i have told the police all this but they do nothing. what should i do if the worst does happen and i get framed even though i have warned the police about it. any advice please a very scared aspie.
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