So after finally at 30 I was able to accept my aspergers. After reading about other people and there lives who had the same thing and it made sense and so did the stuff I watch by this one lead doctor in the field of adhd made sense and explained a lot more what I have been going though in my life.
Anyway I now feel once I have accepted these things that I left in a hole with no way to get out and in present condition I could not work or enjoy people because the ADHD leaves me with a real short fuse and when I get mad easy and when I get mad I will cuss you out and tell you what a horrible job your doing or like to get u as mad as you have gotten me. There seem to be no real control over it. So I thinking that I need help desperately. I so want to change I so want to be better able to fit in and not feel so much like an outsider. I thinking to do this I going to need a good doctor and the right meds to help me. See even school is not an option because I cannot even finish a semester on a constant basis. I am socially awkard and been hurt by people who cannot or will not understand me that I am just left feeling helpless and stuck. Not know where to turn or go for help see I know that I go to AA for help with Alcohol but there is no regular group or place to go for asperges and adhd. See and I need help and I want the help so that I can get better. I do not understand the adhd and aspergers in way that I understand my alcoholism.
So I am wondering if anyone out there knows a good doctor who can help me. I live right now in San Diego and might be moving to LA again but not sure. Yet I could use some good referrals for docs in both of these areas. Anyway thanks
20 Apr 2011, 11:17 am
