The Evil Creature

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i thought i ask if any of you are having this problem or know what its called. and just to be clear i have visited a therapist and doctor for this and i did not receive a straight answer from them. planning on asking my pastor next (just hopes he tells me only instead of covering me in oil and stuff) about this issue i am having.

i have been feeling as if there is a evil creature trying to take control of me and make me act cruel to others for no reason. regardless of what mood i am in with that person.

it will put me in a bad train of thought, make me angry at myself, make me twitch or flinch at some of the most dumbest things i did or said, etc etc.

i dont make the choice of acting angry or thinking of these things but it makes me fall for its trap (shame on me).

i have had this..."problem" for years now and i cannot find out what its called nor can i find out if its normal or not for it to happen. (like its just a temporary problem that will go away when i get older right?).

if you guys cant help then thats ok. i have went to other forums and also posted this seeing if they can help as well.

In what ways do you feel like you need to be cruel or evil to others? Do you feel like physically hurting them? Or just saying something bad to them to hurt their feelings?

Does the evil creature inside you feel like it's really telling you to do bad things -- can you hear it talking to you? Or is it more like you feel evil at the moment, so you imagine that there's an evil creature inside you?

its trying to take control of me. like i can feel it trying to take over my mouth and/or body to cause either or both physical and mental harm.

and yes i also hear it talking to me. but i choose to disobey it.

I think you could better post this on Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions forum (link).

There are more people who hear voices (the last i've read in my country 1 in 8 children) and it's more associated with certain psychological conditions that people who visit there know of.

I've had troubles concerning voices in the past, but I can't say if it where voices from inside my head or outside and I only heard them.
I just told them who was boss and told those voices to go away, it took awhile but they went. I sometimes miss them though .

The only thing I now have is that I sometimes seem to insult people in my head when talking with them, but this is mostly when I'm tired or annoyed already.

This really has the halmarks of some form of schizophrenia. I am suprised that the doctors did not pick up on it

yes, if you are hearing voices that tell you to do things it sounds like schizophrenia.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder and I thought at first you sounded like me. I am like a normal person, with a 'evil creature' hiding inside of my normal body and persona. I don't know if I am AS, but I certainly think I am....but I have a pretty good social life, a girlfriend and I attend college. I am able to blend in and act normally, but when I face some sort of confrontation, betrayal of ANY KIND, or ppl abandoning me in anyway I go nuts. I spiral into a depressive state and isolate myself for weeks....or if its a betrayal or aggressive confrontation I get engraged and shred the other person apart verbally, sometimes get into a physical fight (though id never hit a woman unless she was bigger than me) end up hating them forever....or a very long time its like going into a temporary fit of blind rage. my therapist said I have 2 personalities inside of me, the other personality is the 'evil creature'. Since I faced abandonment, isolating and a miserable childhood my normal personality couldnt deal with all the pain and anger so I had to create a 2nd persona specifically for dealing with 'bad things and times' and it only emerges when ppl do the mentioned things to me, or I percieve rejection/betrayal or abandonment.

u might be BPD but it sounds like schizophrenia if you are hearing voices, I never hear actual voices.