Joined: 21 Sep 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Male Posts: 2,735
01 Jul 2012, 11:03 am
Not only because I don't have the money to go to the places...
Mainly the reason is that I've been brought up to not meet people online due to my own disability and that I was brought up not to see any online people as they may not be who they say...
So yeah... dunno how you guys feel but I feel kinda awkward even talking here when told not to talk to strangers or if you prefer... people I don't know in my everyday life.
Joined: 21 Sep 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Male Posts: 2,735
01 Jul 2012, 12:56 pm
So yeah... awkward in reality and can't really socialise in real life either...
=[ Not really meant to even be online and can't really be any good with socialising outside of one group I see...
Even then it's not exactly enough... no job that I will enjoy... (sure no-one does but I can only really concentrate on something I'm interested in) no relationship... no motivation... don't think I'll get into college with something I aspire to do...
I'm also in the worst place possible in UK for trying to find support... Cannot tell you why I get up every morning.
Joined: 21 Sep 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Male Posts: 2,735
02 Jul 2012, 6:10 am
There are two questions I'm now asking myself...
1) Do I leave WP therefore making family happy though may struggle to find a group where like minded individuals are able to accept?
2) Stay on WP and try to connect with others here if possible which may cause stress on family who will lose trust?
Hmmm... bit of a dilemma here.