I'm not making friends in college?

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(Primer: I was diagnosed with aspergers back when I was in elementary school, but I improved to the point where I was dismissed from special ed around freshman year of high school. I am a very well adjusted person although I still experience some social setbacks. Since a mental disorder must significantly affect one's life, I still kinda doubt if I actually am autistic to the point that requires diagnosis)

Back when I was in high school I only had like 6ish good friends, and I never was part of a dedicated friend circle. I was more or less on the fringe of several groups, except for my two best friends who were a trio of sorts for me. Don't get me wrong, I did have good friends, but I was never surrounded by them like like a lot of the other kids were. Because of that, I never did massive group activities, go to parties, etc. like a lot of other guys did. I kept thinking that I'll have tons of friends in college and I'll be at least going to parties, be in a relationship etc. Here at college, I only have 4 good friends that form my dinner group and none of us get invited to parties that much. I've never been to one personally. I do have a wonderful boyfriend though <3, we've been together for almost three months.

When I walk around campus without any of my friends/boyfriend, I feel so lonely. A few people say hi to me but all I do is say hey or something. All of my friends, including my boyfriend have approached me. I don't think I've ever actually approached someone and became friends that way. My first roommate was a friend from high school but he moved out after a week because of financial reasons and decided to go to the local community college. The next one got into some legal trouble and was evicted, so I'm waiting on a new transfer roommate for next semester. It just looks like everyone has someone to hang out with or some party to go to, and I can barely find anyone. Even in the lounge there's always some group of people but I'm too scared to approach them. College was supposed to be a new breakthrough in friends for me, now it's looking like adult, working life will be. I've never been happy with myself socially, even though I've been successful in other areas of life. I really just want to enjoy myself and create good memories of my time here but I can't seem to do that since I'm not part of a good friend circle. Can anyone help me with this?

I went through the exact same thing in college. Don't really have any advice, just thought you might feel better knowing someone else can relate. I will say this though... the friends you make in college rarely follow you throughout your life. I wouldn't put too much stock in em. At least you have a boyfriend. As for college parties, you don't really need to be invited, just find a friend of a friend who's going and piggyback on em or something.

What I did was join a few organizations where I go to school. You could also look at joining a study group with other people who are studying the same things that you are. Maybe they have a support group for people with AS too?