Was I in the wrong?

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I felt I was rude to my friend... and I told him my secret I had Aspergers. He then tells me... he has bipolar and he understands. Hes like cool with it, but Im not sure if it was wise to tell him.

How long did you know this person and how long has he gotten to know you? It makes a different who you tell your situation to.

Hey, I have a lot of anxieties like this too.

It sounds like you told him on a sort of "whim," insofar as you weren't really ready to tell him. You may have thought about it beforehand but you didn't wait long enough to make sure it was really something you wanted to do so the action of telling him and the change it wrought in the way you felt about and thought about telling him happened too quickly for you to process it and come to grips with it. Are you having an uptick in general anxiety and stimming in general? If so, I'd say that is a sign that you are reacting to the suddenness of the change in the way he might perceive and the change in being known for what you are and being seen more clearly. You aren't used to "being known" as a person with AS. Even though he probably knows very little about it, you know a huge amount about it and so you feel like you've just told him everything about your innermost soul, but remember he probably doesn't know as much as you do and it doesn't feel as unsettling to him either. I'd be then wondering the ramifications of having told something so personal. This may not apply to you in any way so feel free to say so; I am likely to be projecting.

Or are you now only wondering about the ramifications of having told him? Like who he might tell, what he might think about you as a result, and/or how he might act towards you, if it will change his behavior towards you or change your behavior towards him or with him just because you know he knows and you might be feeling really awkward or uncomfortable with that?

Sorry to psychoanalyze. It's how I roll.

It really doesn't seem like it was the wrong thing to do; perhaps it might have even been the right thing to do.

Your friend confided in you, and you confided in your friend.

Nothing "wrong" there.

I think it was a good idea to tell him. It's not an embarrassing thing that needs to be kept secret. It shouldn't change his opinion towards you; if it does, he's probably not the right friend for you. In fact, it might even help him understand you better.