Friends disappearing and feeling lonely

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Hi, right now it seems that I am feeling lonely once again because it seems that most that I have had for friends seem to have disappeared. And I can't seem to make any new friends as when I try to get into chatrooms like the WrongPlanet one, I end up appearing to be ignored like people don't even notice that I am there. I am 26 years old and of course have autistic tendancies and like to collect stuffed toys. I'm also into writing stories and into stuff related to the spiritual and paranormal. I'm also into video gaming and some table rpgs, and into making new games. From mentioning all of this, I am hoping that many of you would like to become my friends and I will share more if you would like to know more.

Erik

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Darkness sweeps the troubled land, as the guardian's power fades. People await a shaman or munk who will weird the staff.

You seem like a good person and obviously have things you like to do!

i would like to know more about you! you seem nice!

It does kind of suck when you're finished with school and find all your friends have married off and gone on with their lives. The trick is to find an age-appropriate hobby and get out of the house. I started riding motorcycles when I was 23 so that I could go on long rides and camp out in tents with a local motorcycle touring club. These days I still ride the bike up to the local coffee shop once a day and get to talk with the other motorcyclists. I also started trying to learn to fly R/C aircraft but gave that up after a while.

I've seen you in the chat room and usually say "hi" but you never say anything. You have to participate as communication is a two-way thing.

I am about to graduate high school and I am really looking forward to never having to see those people ever agian. I have to admit that it's partialy my fault that people had a hard time trying to figure out how to take me. I'm just happy that I get a chance to start over again and have a little more control over what people think about me.

I know how you feel. My junior year is almost over and then I am even closer to graduating!

I hear ya, brother.



I wouldn't worry about that, most of the time the people there are involved in their own debates, and only notice that they're there and the people they're debating with. Or you could get noticed for the wrong reasons by being annoying and stupid like Aspiestar, but I wouldn't reccomend it.

Do you work at all? Perhaps you could get a part time job or join a hobby group.

Do you like Zelda, at all?

or you could actually just sit around and idle, like most people in chatrooms do. My tip is to get MSN messenger, find people on here who have MSN and add them. I for one will quite happily talk to you if you do so. Add [email protected] if you wanna talk (BTW i wont start any convos, cause i cant. My contact list is now full so i cant add anyone else and therefore ppl who add me will have to say hello to me to start talking.)

Okay, lets see, not sure where to begin, but I'll give it a shot. As I said, I have autistic tendancies which most if not all of you know what it is like. I am currently unemployed and have been unable to find work that I like, and living home in my own place alone near my parents. What I currently do, other than doing a few things around the house is that I collect stuffed toys including having some made for me of critters that I have made up on my own. A while ago, when I original found out about this place and made a post about myself, someone responded about how they make stuffed toys of their own and was wondering what I wanted made. I followed-up on it and ended up loosing contact with them when they stopped responding to me.

Anyway, I also work on writing stories and one that I am currently working on is called "The Elfstone Legacy" which is about an elven girl named Lindsey who finds elfstones in a river in the forest that give her bad feelings about her enchantress foster mother. Lindsey ends up wanting to get away from her and later needs to get to a far away place called "Rivenglen" to have a curse that her foster mother put on her Elfstones removed. On the way, Lindsey makes friends with a human boy named Erik Todd and his sister Alice. Together with the animal morph friends who live in a nearby forest, must make it to Rivenglen before Lindsey is recaptured by the Elfstone Wraths that her foster mother sent after her. A while ago, there was talk about using this story for something on WrongPlace which has gotten me working on it more, but lately I've been becoming depressed because of getting bad thoughts from webpages that I shouldn't have read and the number of friends that have been disappearing on me and not coming back.

And as for my story characters, I have made of many of them such as the human boy named Erik Todd and his sister named Alice Todd. And the names of my animal morph characters are Erik Mouse, Elvin Mouse, Benny Mouse, Terry Mouse, Kelby Mouse, Chester Mouse (a father), Jessica Mouse (a mother), Granney Mouse (grandmother), Jeffrey Mouse (son), Heather Mouse (daughter), Linda Bunny (mother), Edmond Bunny (father), Ethan Bunny (son), Kimmy Bunny (daughter), Susan Bunny (daugher), Gregg Bunny (son), Emily Bunny (daugher), Garry Bunny (son), Belva Bunny (not in family), Kevin Koala, Sandra Bear, Ryan Coyote, Randy Raccoon, Kerry Kitty, two kitsune that are like Shippo from Inu Yasha who are a boy named Rutikko Kitsune and a girl named Burendi Kitsune, and of course some are also my spirit friends getting in the stories who are Lindsey the Elven Girl and Kane Fox. Kane Fox, I created a family of his own who are Suzette Fox (mother), Katy Fox (daughter), Taru Fox (brother), and Tana Fox (sister). I have descriptions for many of these characters in which I'm not going to go into detail in this post.

Besides my stories, I also do webpages which are about some cartoons, my stories, my stuffed animal collection, and my characters that I created. At the moment, I am going to need to switch webhost providers because of serious problems happening with my current webhost provider. Luckily, someone here with a business site that deals with web hosting is going to be providing me with better webhosting for a dollar less than what I am paying with my current webhost. And right now, things are going a bit slow because of the few friends of mine online that seem to have disappeared making me feel more depressed. If you want to become my friend and talk to me about anything that I just mentioned, drop me an e-mail to erikmouseATjunoDOTcom

Erik

Wow your writing sounds great I love to read it sometime!

I was talking about online friends, not old school friends.



Unfortunately, I'm not into riding any wheelers that run on gasoleen.



Unfortuately, that happens because when I come into that room to find people to talk to, I end up having no one to talk to and having a hard time trying to figure out what everyone else is talking about let alone get into the conversation.

Yeah, I wouldn't go that route to get noticed, because it would not only get me the wrong kind of attention, but possible even banned from the chatroom along with being banned from these forums.



Nope, I'm currently unemployed, and unfortunately I don't drive and afraid to get behind a steering wheel of an automobile.



Yeah, I like Legend of Zelda and enjoy playing those games. They sorta started giving me ideas for my own stories including ideas for table top rpgs and stuff like that.

Um, I already *have* MSN messenger and the addy is [email protected] if you want to add that and talk to me on it.

Erik

Seems like we have quite a bit in common. I do recall you posting before, you showed me your site with your stuffed animals from "The Secret of Nimh."

I also have a collection of stuffed animals, and I make them now, too. I have been working on more elaborate ones, recently, that are more realistic in style. I also like to write, though I've only done poetry lately (I haven't had the time for long stories in awhile). And, I am also into the paranormal (particularly ghosts).

Something you did not mention, but I notice you have an avatar from Inuyasha. I guess you like anime, as well? I am not an Inuyasha fan, but I do like a lot of animes. I'm particularly into Neon Genesis Evangelion at the moment.

Yeah, I think I remember, and it is more like one big mother mouse from the Secret of NIMH. You're the one that was asking about what stuffed animals I wanted made and then I didn't get anymore messages from you after I responded.



Yeah, Kane Fox and Lindsey are the ghosts in this, and they are more like friendly spirits.



Ack, I knew I forgot to mention something. That avatar that I have is Shippo from InuYasha, and the reason I have it is because I like that particular characters. Sometimes I feel that I want to be that character or feel that I am that character in a way. Soon, I will be having a costume of that character made.

Erik

hmm. Well I suggest a part time job, even if it's something small. Libraries, a shop, even just once a week to get you out of the house.

I don't remember why, but I recall having the impression that you were not interested, so I stopped talking. Sorry if I misunderstood you.

If you are still interested, I may want to do commissions for you (depending on what you want made, when you want it by, and how much you would pay). I think I remember you saying that my stuffed animals on my site were not very detailed, and you wanted something more detailed than that. I have put up my newer stuffed animals, which are more realistic in quality, if you would like to have a look at those, please tell me what you think.

http://www.civetstudios.com



Are they fox-spirits? Like kitsune?



I am the exact same way. My current obsession is with Ayanami Rei from Evangelion, because she is very much like me. Understanding her can help me understand certain aspects of myself. She is quiet and withdrawn, she is very focused, but she has very poor social skills. She does not really understand emotions, her expression rarely changes, and she speaks in a monotone. She is also intelligent and gentle. Not many people appreciate Rei for who she is, in the show, or even among fans. They either say "She's sooo lyke, hot, OMG!! !" or "She's too boring" (which I have heard people say about me, as well).

This is my avatar of her, which I use on all the anime forums I go to:



I have dressed up as several characters for anime conventions and halloween parties. I dressed as Rei this year for Halloween, unfortunately, the costume did not come out too well. I have also dressed as Lain from "Serial Experiments Lain," and Quon from "Rahxephon."

Are you going to a convention with your costume?