feelings of doom

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if one person says something bad to me, i can never let it go. it ruins my day and sometimes causes suicidal thoughts. there's nothing i can do about the way people treat me. i feel as though people treat me really bad. im not sure if everyone is treated that way, or do i just take it very hard. i am a very sensitive person. small things can ruin my mood. i want to control how i feel when people let me down. i cant take living like this anymore. i just want to have peace. i want to escape to an island with myself and one other supportive person. i wish life was different for me. im not treated fairly, school is torture, but ill graduate soon enough.

Welcome to the club.

My best advice is to have low standards and expectations of others. I was miserable for a very long time because I had very high expectations...which I kept failing to meet. When you don't hope for anything special, you're more surprised at how well things turn out.

I know exactly how you feel. If something happens it will ruin my mood and I am ready to just go to bed and end the day. Even if early in the morning. Everytime it happens I just get so upset with life and then in piles on. I struggle with suicidal thinking and the danger is in that is you might do it one day. Last may I attempted and thank god I didn't succeed. It was very close. Try to focus on the positive even when things don't go like you have planned them. I always have a plan of how things are going to go and they never work out that way.

I remember the last day in school, I didn't say goodbye to anyone, I didn't hang around for a bit after the final bell, I was literally the first person to leave the site.

Focus on getting the skills you need to earn a living. Soon you'll be out of that miserable place called school. Soon it'll all be over.

thank you all, your responses have made me feel better. it feels good to know im not alone.

I know how you feel.

Honestly, I felt like that in school too. It got so bad to the point where I dragged myself to my very own legit hell.

But I assure you that things will change when you finally get out of school. There will be more things to focus on then, and even now too.

For now, though, you need to try your best to block out the things people say about you. There are much more important things than a person bad mouthing you. Think of it this way: these people are very low people and you will not let them drag you down as low as them with their very low insults.