I feel like an old abandoned house in the middle of nowhere!

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Yes that is right
I feel like an old abandoned homestead sitting miles out in the country.

( what i mean is I had a few friends in the past and .
Now days, I seldom speak to anybody)

Time for this old house to be demolished????

( Maybe i should end it all)

Everybody ignores me I am cursed by a witch or something? yes?


Well I hope somebody writes a good ulogy for me. . . . . . .

........bjmax31 was a nice old chap, liked referring himself to houses and not talking to offline friends. he joined us here at WP on Jul 01, 2006 with a diagnosis of having Aspergers. in the
8 months he was here he posted around 160 times and had an average of 0.64 posts a day, we would have liked to have gotten to know him better.

but of course its all a bit late now, what with him being in the ground before me, i wonder... what would have happened if someone had pursuaded him to keep his mortal coil intact? we would be exchanging posts and trying to help him out no doubt... ahh well..

Ashes to ashes... Dust to Dust... Pax Vorbisum my friend.

i'm not dead yet but

i am seriously thinking about it

i cant have you popping off like that... us ugly blokes have to stick together... otherwise we will just get depressed

You can't do that. You have so much to live for. Besides, this homely woman will miss you very much, if you do such a thing.

thanks for understanding

but so many people (have a lack of interest if not any in what i say or do and alot of people look down on me)

who looks down on you?

just about everybody i know

Most people I know tend to "Coo" at me
Being extra nice too me (like i have special needs or something)

c'mon i live by myself and i get no help at all!!

they say something in a sugary tone

"oh that's alright matey"

or something like that!

im going to pose something to you if 'they have a problem with you', when whos problem is it?

I would LOVE to find an old abandoned homestead sitting miles out in the country! What a gloriously delicious full-of-potential rare find that would be! This beautiful noble home would be waiting for my creative restorative touches and all the wonderful activities and hobbies and gentle sweet love I would pour into it. Nobody else would bother it or claim it, and I could be free to dance in joy with myself, the best company, in this home as I fixed it up and sang songs to the Lord to cheer the walls.

I would fill this home with wonderful baking aromas and incense and clean fresh spring air. I would appoint each room with divine purpose and appreciation. Each window would look out into burgeoning gardens with majestic trees, lacy vines, nodding winking sunbursts of flowers and burbling fountains and streams. Songbirds would cluster all about and sing to their heart's content. The orchard would be laden with luscious fruits and nuts and the squirrels would be scampering everywhere. There would be raised beds of healthy vegetables brimming over with abundance.

The old abandoned homestead sitting miles out in the country is my long-dreamed-of utopia, a retreat to fashion in loveliness and stewardship of Nature in her glory speaking with the rustling leaves of God's infinite mercy, wisdom, love and kindness. This gorgeous oasis is a haven of productive happy activity, contemplation, learning and celebration.

And as I work on this exquisite mansion, burnishing its fine burled old wood to rich luster, my vibration, soaring higher and higher, eventually attracts my own kind to me; another, and then others, who resonate in my level and value the same ideals as do I, and desire to live the same way, and aspire to the same harmonious rejoicing in every word, action, deed, thought living in tune with the Lord, with His grace, hand in hand in partnership with Spirit, the Creator.

What an absolutely wonderful treasure you are, you rare old abandoned homestead sitting miles out in the country!

I hope it gets better soon bjmax31.

What are your hobbies/interests?
Maybe you could meet people through them...[b]

Never thought of it this way, but it makes sense. I don't know how I managed to find friends in the first place (lucky enough to be grabbed by a few very special people). Now, it's as you say.