Here's an except from my diary... in it, i describe watching my 5 year old neighbor grow up....
Tell me if it seems creepy...
Just the thought of watching my neighbor Kristi grow from childhood to preteenhood, to teenhood to adulthood, makes my heart all soft...so much potential, so much hope...I'll pray for the darling angel and watch as she gets older...I have never made her hate me, she is a blank slate! She is so adorable!! ! I really like her, in a big brother sort of way. I wish I could be friends with her family, as, like I said, they are a blank slate...Maybe I could meet them at the neighborhood pool this spring, or at pool parties....The thought of all that innocence, just warms my heart, and I hope I could be the one to protect her....I'm thinking, maybe when she gets older I could befriend her.... Just the thought of watching her blossom into womanhood and all the while praying for her well being and joy with all the love in my heart, makes me happy...
<3 <3
I'm going to be real here. It is best to keep stuff like this private or among certain peers you trust. It sounded rape-y towards the end. You're more than welcome to PM me if you have any questions. I don't mean to sound too blunt.