I'm at my worst around my own family.

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Maybe it's a relatively recent development, but I'm just getting worse each day. I have had a bad history with my mom and dad, but this problem seems to extend to my extended family as well. A few years back, I broke down twice while spending a week with my father's family; the next time I was in their neighborhood for a few days, I was bitter because I was sleep-deprived and was outside pretty often, even though I absolutely HATE being outdoors. With summer approaching, I might visit them again instead of being around my parents, so what should I do? Please help me.

What exactly is going on?

1) Sensory issues around sunlight, heat, trouble sleeping in an unfamiliar environment?
2) Change from the normal routine? You feel bored or not knowing what there is to do?
3) Dealing with toxic family members?

Spend more time inside & try to get more rest.

Exactly.

1) I don't think I have sensory issues. I just don't like having to worry about sunburnt skin and sweat in the summer, or chapped skin and dressing in enough layers in the winter. I also have trouble with numerous aspects of sleep (falling asleep, staying asleep, feeling rested) regardless of where I am.
2) I suppose I'm a bit stubborn when it comes to change in my life unless I'm the one that initiated it. I don't find social interaction to be rewarding or enjoyable. Either I'm bored because I'm surrounded by people with different interests, or I'm stressed because I'm within spitting distance of someone or something I can't tolerate. Speaking of which...
3) Yes, I deem some of my family members to be outright toxic in private. I don't believe I have any reason to hate my extended family, but I've posted before about the difficulties of putting up with my mom and dad.
I'm Afraid of My Mom
I'm Afraid of My Dad

I think I'm the worst around my family, and it's probably due to habit.