So even women disrespecting you now. The fact that you have to consult others , that you would rely or seek others opinion, about a personal value choice, and don't have any solid internal guidance mechanism to make that decisions is a bad sign. Yes or No. Only you can decide. it's your responsibility. It's your choice. You have to live with it. Be decisive. Clarify. What do you want, What dont you want. Then proceed. Other peoples opinions should be irrelevant.
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AQ: 27 Diagnosis:High functioning (just on the cusp of normal.) IQ:131 (somewhat inflated result but ego-flattering) DNA:XY Location: UK. Eyes: Blue. Hair: Brown. Height:6'1 Celebrity I most resemble: Tom hardy. Favorite Band: The Doors. Personality: uhhm ....(what can i say...we asd people are strange)