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shortfatbalduglyman
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29 Oct 2024, 7:53 pm

do not wanna interact with anyone

often on days off work, do not interact with anyone

sometimes someone bothers me though

exhausted all day long

things not worth the energy it takes

some precious lil "people" grotesquely overestimate their "value" and "worth". (rolls eyes). they act like they are the latest greatest thing since sliced bread.

i often think about times ass holes had the nerve to tell me that i made a wrong action/statement and they blew it grossly out of proportion. meanwhile when they do something i do not like, i do not have the nerve to tell them off. f**k those ass holes s**t!



shortfatbalduglyman
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Yesterday, 9:32 pm

even brief conversations during financial transactions take too much time.

not worth the energy it takes.



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Yesterday, 9:52 pm

Hi there..

As of late, I'm sort of muted myself and I struggle with people nowadays. Often I don't speak unless spoken to first.

Is this something new for you or are you under any new stressors?

I'm sorry you're struggling with this and I hope things improve.


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shortfatbalduglyman
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Yesterday, 11:00 pm

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it is not new for me and i am not under any new stressors.

it's been the same for a long time:

$$$
dumpster fire "job"
transsexuality
autism
medical (defecating got worse 3 years ago)
safety
confidence
loneliness

and et cetera



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Blue Jay
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Today, 2:38 pm

I understand - my heart goes out to you.


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