Hello everyone, I am Derek,, Im 39 years old living in gonzaless louisiana with autism. I have been searching online to find and make friends to hang out with in person for litteral years, the weekends to me are worse than death as i suffer from chronic lonliness and chronic isolation since 2016, and id rather die now than continue alone without any quality of life or friends.
I am a gamer/cosplayer who loves to magnent fish, boat rides hike travel ect, though i have no car, i live off 1600 ssi and have searched facebook instagram tiktok and every forum i can find and spend over 3 grans in the last 5 years looking for friend on dating sites and nothing worked, i even put an add out for 100 usa a day just for someone to hang out with but that didnt end well..
Id trade salvation for friends at this point. But so far from what i can tell, im the only autistic adult in my situation in gonzaless louisiana and i have no evidents to prove otherwise.
I have tried every autistic program avalable in my area, every dr in my city and i mean that litteraly, none were any help. my only other option to avoid lonliness on this level is either daily sleeping pills or my fathers gun, id rather not use either.
So if there are anyone who lives in gonzaless that feels like i do and is looking for the same thing please message me.
IF YOU LIVE OUTSIDE GONZALESS LOUISIANA PLEASE DONT BOTHER MESSAGING ME
22 Mar 2025, 2:37 pm
