If people had colluded to ruin your life, would you fight back? If people used government agency to attack you, would you consider attacking agents of the government to be legitimate as self-defense? Would you acquiesce, allowing them to destroy your life? How far would you be willing to go to defend yourself? Would you kill if that's what it took? Remember it may be the case that, if they continue to live, they will continue to persecute you, trying to destroy your own life, and you cannot go to any outside authority because of collusion with the government. What is the best way to protect yourself from danger in such cases?