woke up to this new day
eyes hurting, sore, too much crying
dizzy, weak, numb
new day, will you bring me more hours of misery?
then I will not greet you!
keep away from me!
new day- your minutes have been counted
I will not feel them, they are not for me!
new day- feel no pride, being here!
you are not so special, not so new!
I have met you before
and I still do not want you around
no, you are not for me!
15 May 2008, 6:31 pm
