Whats So great About HER?

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Alright my turn to b***h about my enemys.

There was one girl who had a cute smile skin with red face i pittied her, i hated her, if i had a gun shooting her could have become a possability the hate i felt for such a wast of a soul i felt like beating her up to make her think she wasent so beautiful with her blood nose. I never got this low but every day i wished i had.

The other one was a Christan wishing to be a modle i hated her i had same thorghts wanted to make her bleed to prove that god isent there to proteched her. Most of the people i hate because they wish to change me when i know its never going to happen. Having her blood on my hand would have given me what i wanted. it would have relived me from my dangerious thorghts but i never let my self go that far if i saw them today i would. For i know i wont have a teacher in my way.

You hate them so much you want to kill them? Loony.

I didn't want to kill them i just didn't know how else to deal with the situation other than anger it just would have pleasured me to do bad things to them.

Shadesofme, I'll try to talk to you and not lecture Laura, (I'm a grown-up and grown-ups do that) I can so totally relate to what you are feeling. I had to LIVE with a girl like that. My sister was the family favorite. She was beautiful (to everyone else), dark and hispanic. Boys would pretend to like me and I would invite them over. They would flirt with my sister and ignore me. I was so hurt! But still pretty naive. This happened several times. My sister would just rub it in. She was everything I was not: pretty, feminine, mysterious, cool, sexy, stupid, mean. I was honest, naive, good, simple, smart, tomboy, not pretty. I used to just SEETHE (not with envy but with the unfairness of it all!) but I eventually learned that the anger only made me more uncomfortable and why should I pay the price for her and her crap? The price being mean and hurt heart. I gave it up and labeled her a bimbo (she was) and realized that she was shallow and always would be. I did not even want to be like her and I dealt with her as little as possible.
Today, we get along fine. She was the worst sister in the world I think. Try to accept yourself and never compare yourself or despise others because they can dupe others into thinking they're something. God makes us all unique individuals for a reason. Embrace your unique gifts and try to forget about blankety-BLANK!!

She's not Angelina Jolie so i doubt that her sh*t don't stink

Blanche or whatever her name is, subject of the thread

you know what the weirdest thing is? the Christain is now my friend (well sorta i have to prove it to her that i wont kill her this time). Funny how things work out