Schizophrenia/schizoaffective/psychotic disorders

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i usually hear voices when i do something bad.. well when i perceive that what i did was bad.... and the voice in my head is an older woman. and she is telling me what a horrible thing i did... and the voice has always been there, but i only realized it when i was walking home from a friends house in 2008 and i was yelling back at her... there is also a small child....i feel like i protect the small child from the older voice...

i know, pretty weird. I dont really talk about this much, but this is the right place to talk about it. the voices only ever come around when i am really stressed, need sleep, or had been drinking a lot the day before.

Does anyone know how I can convince a man who has Schizophrenia that I would never harm him for anything in the World?

I have told him at different times but he still acts like he's not so sure of this and it makes me feel awful that he might be thinking I do want to hurt him when that would be the last thing I would ever want to do.

I'm probably psychotic. I always think that something I tell someone will end up used against me. Or that they just want to get personal with me so that they can hurt me or get me to kill myself. I guess that's why I can't trust anyone.

I'm afraid I don't know the answer to that one. I'm sorry. But don't feel bad about what he feels, it's neither your fault, nor his. He probably feels this way about a lot of people. Is he medically compliant, do you know?

I appreciate your reply mgran. I have no idea if he is medically compliant. I have the feeling he doesn't want to be and he's not, but I'm not certain.

TaupeyAna

I feel the same way about telling someone that I have trouble with depression, I go to a psychiatrist and I'm taking anti-depressants. A couple of people in my family do that crap and use that against me when they don't want to take responsibility for bad things they have said and done. Everything is my fault, I'm imagining it all, I'm crazy and I don't know what I'm talking about. My step-father has even talked about going to court to get appointed my guardian just so he can manage my money because I'm mentally ill and can't do it properly myself. What he really wants is to get his hands on my money. Only the Gods know what else he would of done. So I really understand why you don't trust anyone. But we all aren't that bad and it never rains everyday.

I have been diagnosed or treated for the following:

-transgenderism
-depression
-extrasensory issues
-autism spectrum disorder
-schizo-affective disorder
-psychosis
-bipolar I and bipolar II
-ADHD

I have a very odd mind. I have been diagnosed with so many different things. I finally just stopped going to see specialists and have turned out fine.