Maybe I will never go...

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...to college/uni , as much as I had wanted/hoped to/dreamed of it (tearing now ~ for real)
With me possibly dying soon .

...Remember , when I came back to SF I said I wanted to go to CCSF , and from there go to sleepaway college/university .
I even thought I might go to CCSF while homeless , at least part of the time/" kinda " , however I was figuring on my body being in better shape than it became ~ and I was thinking that CCSF would be more co-operative in my attempts to get things done , set things up , then they have been as yet .
Actually , though I am still pursuing trying to get conformation/confirmation from CCSF , and am officially enrolled for the Summer semester this year , I am rather looking at it from a " Could it ever have been ? " (like Madonna in Dick Tracy) standpoint , answering my curiosity about , especially , that whole " transferability of credits elsewhere " thing which I've outlined here before .
I can't get (enough) help with my school records thing , either !
I had wanted to learn Film , as my expanded header indicates above . More (maybe) later .
I can make myself cry , anyway , tear up , imagining the " college " have been denied ~ I picture the brouchure-type pics of happy students in the dorm/studying ~ I'm crying out of self-pity for me , not " noble " " I'm crying for the orphans in Syria " reasons ...

Did you get any response to the email!s you sent?