Hi everybody!
I used to post stuff on this website about suicide, girls I liked, and some other stuff. I don't think I can go over all the other moments, but I'll go over what I can easily explain:
So, I dumped that old school to go to a brand new private school that opened in 2019, and accepts people with disabilities. My attitude has improved a lot since, I've gotten rid of my victim mentality, I became a nicer person overall, and I've become a writer too! Right now, I'm writing my own fan-made version of the DC Universe, I call it the DC Fan Universe (or DCFU for short).
Since the last time I posted, I became besties with the girl I mentioned in my first post. I talk to her a lot when we can talk, like whenever she needs my advice. Speaking of which, she says that I've given her some good advice that she appreciates. One such example is when she wanted to get revenge on a friend that stole her Twenty One Pilots poster, I told her that if she holds this grudge, it's gonna have this friend take free rent in her mind until her casket closes. So, she's starting to let things go more, and she says it actually feels good (kinda reminds me of me, when I started doing that stuff).
Also, there's this other girl at school I have a half-crush (what is it with me and girls?). I say half-crush for reasons you'll see later, but I started getting closer to her when I confessed my feelings. You see, every Friday, my school has a weekly talent show, and a karaoke machine for this occasion. One time, her family kept her at home for a long while (for reasons I think I don't need to say), and when she came back one Friday, I got on the karaoke machine, and confessed my feelings for her in front of everyone by singing Far Away by Nickelback (I just love that band, okay?)
After the song, it was her turn, and she was looking for someone to dance with, because that's her talent. Since she liked the song I sang for her, she chose me. I will never forget slow-dancing with her, and looking into the crowd, seeing the amazement on everybody's faces. I'm telling ya, it was an exhilarating experience.
However, I got to know her a little bit more, and I think were nothing more than friends... okay, maybe a little bit more, but just a little. But she suddenly seems to be a little more attracted to me than I was to her a while back. It's kinda a complicated situation, but I think I'm handling it well.
I honestly think I might be posting stuff on this site more, so stay tuned!
06 Feb 2021, 11:15 pm
