Whether it was burnout or breakdown, and due to stress etc due to covid, it effected and effects me physically.
The issue is I have had two years of this and actually three or four years, and I really want to be able to cycle again... But walking is difficult on stressful days. What do I do?
It is not physical in that I can't tackle it by eating healthy foods as it will not do anything much. (I have had years of trying in the past!).
It is the psycological effecting the physical, and it has been a few years now where I have hardly been able to do much. I am wanting to get my abilities back and I don't know how to go about it.
The more I try to de-stress, the more outside stresses I have no control of come my way. Is there no way out? I need a way to overcome this to prevent myself from ending up physically dissabled as I am heading downhill. I need to overcome.