I am sorry, I had a mental health crisis and had a forensic examination, and had a business meeting to discuss what I did on Facebook. I have thoughts about killing my former bullies, but the police officer explained that I should never post such things online.
I have command hallucinations that is telling me to kill my bullies.
I am sorry, I feel ashamed of myself!
Even when I tell my command hallucinations to stop, it keeps persisting and I sometimes feel like attacking my former bullies, just so my command hallucinations would just shut up!
I get the same reaction to the news and distressing stuff, which is why I've been trying to avoid it altogether. There's a lot of dark stuff in the world but there are rainbows too.
How about you watch something relaxing, something you enjoy instead of the news?
_________________ For in that sleep of death what dreams may come.