I know it's wrong to self diagnose but I'm positive about this one.
Exhibit A: I have this stim where I pretty much pick up air and put it in my bra, because I'm afraid of "losing something", usually "DNA" (I think someone told me a long time ago that I can lose DNA like if hair falls out or something)
Exhibit B: I have seen things other people haven't. For example I was having a meltdown outside of a local mall and I thought part of a car was a camera, and another time I thought a large figure was looking at me through a door.
Exhibit C: I'm worried everyone is out to get me, I often have bad meltdowns on social media and certain things, like the skull emoji, trigger me due to association to something else and I have meltdowns about that without context. I usually worry when I join a new server or something.
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Someone: You attract what you fear.
Me: I'm terrified of Elmer Fudd.
Elmer's wife since 2022
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