By that I don’t even mean being in a relationship. I mean having someone I know who seemingly could be a potential partner. That was actually the case just 2 months ago. There was a cute girl in a meetup group I had joined and I kid you not, she actually met up with me for dinner one night. However, while I’ve since made a few attempts to get her to get together with me again, she’s only made excuses not to and given no effort to get things to go further. I’m pretty sure this is a bona fide rejection. The worst of the worst scenarios. I’d rather her pull the “I have a boyfriend” card. At least then I would know that it’s not about me.
Now, I have no one I have any hope for a relationship with. I’ve swiped right on a lot of profiles on Facebook dating but that’s led nowhere as well(I can’t afford to pay for dating apps that cost $ right now, so don’t suggest that).
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder