I am trying to adress it but please do not look at it right now.
Me and my boyfriend have been together 9 years I guess, time flies, but err....guess how many times we have washed our blanket?...we have never washed it, but we've always lived in apartments and arent sure it will fit in the washer but we at least have to try...since it has never been washed in the almost 9 years we've had it. I guess maybe 8 cause it was a year in I found the satanic blanket on a website and insisted we get it....but yeah I figure we should have washed it at some point but yeah don't think it has ever seen the inside of a washing machine in the years we have had it.
So yeah working on the bedroom but with that blanket never being washed, you can probably figure the rest of the room is not too clean either. Sometimes we're more like orcs or goblins than people, lol. Idk I am supposed to be getting an assesment for ADHD and whatever else in november maybe, idk me and my bf are planning to move when the lease is up so may have to cancel that and look into something more local to the denver area but for now I still have that appointment set. But yeah lol I don't know how some family members keep their place so clean when we are always struggling with tons of clutter and dust all the time. And we are both bad abouth dusting to try and keep surfaces getting too much dust Idk how some of the rest of the family does it.
And last year we had tons of wasps coming into our window, and so I had to go on a wasp killing spree in the that window and I didn't like it, as I think wasps are kind of cool but there were getting to be so many me and my bf were at risk of getting stung in our sleep so I had to get rid of them. bug spray did not work so I had to put soapy water in a squirt bottle cause the soap makes it harder for them to defend against the water or something and bug spray was not working, and the soapy water killed them much quicker, I hated it cause I did not want to hurt them, but could not have them in my room buzzing around so yeah I killed a lot of wasps and felt awful but I knew I could not have them in my bedroom like that, luckily they did not come back in the windows this summer. I was worried about that and worried I'd have to kill wasps again, and I prefer not to cause usually they are just surviving so why got out of my way to harm them, but they gotta stay outside and not be coming in my windows.
But yeah I felt bad when there were so many getting in I just had to kill them all to keep them from stinging us, I didn't like doing that, but it was the only choice.
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We won't go back.