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Ursula
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24 Oct 2024, 2:37 pm

Hi all,

I apologise for not finishing the entire docket on chemical imbalance, it was very long spanning from lack of control over food issues to stealing food and recognising gay rights. My alteimers and just overload and too much data for me to take in everything, so please if I overlooked anything whilst reviewing the scientist journal made public, do let me know.

Many people calling for ban on gay rights and sex changes and I've formed my own opinion contrary to the liking of my Hungarian government.
I think over age of 21 required for access to hormones or sex change and is subject to conditions, this may not affect particular government view on gay rights, it is my opinion.
It can be scientifically proven that gay people who claim to be another sex do in fact have different hormone receptors in the brain. To silence anti-woke culture I say let's make band on pesticides and foods that may be endocrine disruptors. Then if gay people still make claims and do have altered hormones....then it exists and I recognise gay pronouns.
If we recognise gamma levels, dopamine etc. Then why not.

Until otherwise proven we can't force you to be what you don't identify with. But those who have biggest problem with gays can recognise or realise after ban on pesticides and 40 years for soil to rejuvenate must take blame for all this unhappiness.



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24 Oct 2024, 3:04 pm

I always identified as a-sexual and was not tolerated, still im treated like a stupid women. But my marriage destroyed me and made me believe I may be gay before a-sexual.... All I ever lived with were children consequences and religious conviction and the more this is drilled into me the more I rebel.

Seems those who do not wish to be preached to will never turn from their evil ways, my curse is a form of slavery trying to liberate and make world better at my own dire depression, if there is a God I doubt he did this, it's evil in man that has opressed me.
No religion on earth had ever really accepted women as having any spiritual purpose or contribution, they may receive all wish about my abilities, God has to at least acknowledge that I'm a person of ethics, values and despite being good mom, it is not what I wanted and the world will never accept me, always use and abuse my time

Maybe I should've got a a-sexual sex change, changed to be human of no sex. Then would I have being free, doubt it. I'm cursed.



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24 Oct 2024, 3:16 pm

Welcome to WP.
I think you'll find more understanding here than possibly anywhere else.



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25 Oct 2024, 3:16 am

Carbonhalo wrote:
Welcome to WP.
I think you'll find more understanding here than possibly anywhere else.

That's such a nice assessment of WP. I agree.



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25 Oct 2024, 5:55 am

I was only ever on pill for short time to realise how much it messes with my body. The injection I used before pregnancy and it's being such a relief to me, not having periods had set me free, as a person I was so happy and able to focus on better things. It's personal decision, I try to recommend this to aspies but it's not for everyone, some women are in tune with themselves.
I battled my whole life, I don't dance well, small talk is difficult, and sex is intense. For me taking my clothes off is hightened social Selena and I'm happier to take walks on beach than to parade around in bikini. I don't see emotional connection in sex, I'm numb and I just observe and more pressure placed on me causes imbalances such as wanting a-sexual sex change. I watch animals and I'm repulsed by reproductive system, it's archaic.
Being female I tend not to give my opinion or upset people but I'm tired of people placing the family expectations on me.
I've met pretentious gay people who I am confused by, but I've met some genuine gays who are nicest people, and it's never being often that I ever felt relaxed with people.

Asexual women need independence, need to not be picked up by guys, need freedom type jobs. I'm not bossy, but some workplaces just kill my muse. I wish people stop judging what they don't understand.



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25 Oct 2024, 6:17 am

Ursula wrote:
Hi all,

I apologise for not finishing the entire docket on chemical imbalance, it was very long spanning from lack of control over food issues to stealing food and recognising gay rights. My alteimers and just overload and too much data for me to take in everything, so please if I overlooked anything whilst reviewing the scientist journal made public, do let me know.

Many people calling for ban on gay rights and sex changes and I've formed my own opinion contrary to the liking of my Hungarian government.
I think over age of 21 required for access to hormones or sex change and is subject to conditions, this may not affect particular government view on gay rights, it is my opinion.
It can be scientifically proven that gay people who claim to be another sex do in fact have different hormone receptors in the brain. To silence anti-woke culture I say let's make band on pesticides and foods that may be endocrine disruptors. Then if gay people still make claims and do have altered hormones....then it exists and I recognise gay pronouns.
If we recognise gamma levels, dopamine etc. Then why not.

Until otherwise proven we can't force you to be what you don't identify with. But those who have biggest problem with gays can recognise or realise after ban on pesticides and 40 years for soil to rejuvenate must take blame for all this unhappiness.


You mention a Hungarian government, so presumably you live in Hungary which is in central Europe...

Why then does your profile state that your location is in South Africa? :chin:



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25 Oct 2024, 6:23 am

https://www.auctoresonline.org/article/ ... inal-minds

This is one example of article on chemical imbalances, this article is slightly objective, but reading through people can decide for themselves what's happening.



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25 Oct 2024, 7:49 am

I have a gay guy who stays with us, he's just a friend. I found him Hitchin on side of road, and he didn't have a job, so he knows I'm asexual. He hasn't said too much but this is my conclusion:
If gay men wish to film themselves and willingly share videos amongst their own community - I think it's ok.
But
Most gay porn is where people are paid to do things they don't really want to do, and it's published public with no regard. Some gay men are victimised until cant find work and then forced into prostitution, it isn't right for someone to have to do what don't want to.
This has to stop.
So I'm appealing for suggestions from gay community on guidelines as to how public should porn be when distributed?



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25 Oct 2024, 8:45 am

Because my family was smuggled out during iron fence, we not granted freedom in South Africa but subject to apartheid laws. My grandfather was stripped of money, and sort of pushed into arranged marriage with blond hoping for integration. I ended up being bullied for non-compliance to prescribed German offerings of lifestyle that erroded our Hungarian way of non-racist, non-compliance etc.

The link on chemical imbalance is from perspective of hard criminals, and of course judge should take murder into account, with less parole. However when considering ADHD delinquents and seriousness of behaviour and if affects custody this should be investigated. Custody is right to decide meds, schools, etc and if parent is unhappy they should still have disabled rights to tell state that they are against behaviour therapy (depending on nature of behaviour, whether it's crime, severity) under the idea that state cannot provide equal services as parent or unhappiness there are times where a parent has right to force state to return child. Social workers may investigate home, and whether parents can provide but the government is also expected to assist the poor so under right conditions state may have to just leave family alone. Depending on social worker, if drugs work etc.
Do you see where I'm going with this



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Yesterday, 5:25 pm

Have you ever read book of judges in Bible?

A man was about to be raped by other men, so he let them rape his concubine whole night, she couldn't walk.
Cross reference to gays in ancient Greece.

Is this what's meant by being gay? Or is this male abuse? Any thoughts