Had to move ....but the Trauma stayed for a very longtime...And cast a darkness over my personality,that I fight to this very day. Left me with a exaggerated case of Stress. But eventually learned to accept . It was hard to get better .
After my experiences ... pretty much identical to yours . If you get to accept your autism . ? You might find ways to
Engage in your favourite distraction, whatever it maybe . ? To get out of the cycle of the memories of trauma when they come up . Learning to watch my thoughts . And recognize the bad ones as they pop up.And go change your actions .. Perseverate on a special interest.... Had the local sheriffs and prosecuetors office was part of the issues . And learned from the Sheriffs Captain ,before he realized who I was that when they want to drive you out of your home . The Sheriffs dept actually will get a sympathetic Building inspector , and Started recieving notices to fix or remove ,my personal property from my property . Claiming a Public Danger . But how is my home public? And had a 6 ft chainlink fence around it .Due to ongoing burgluries . And they poisoned my dog . When I left to get food ,one day. Gave up there after 30+ yrs. And life turned around little by little . Hope you stay safe , somehow .
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