It frustrates me. My siblings are moving out and stuff. That's not even an option for me. I'm the oldest. Also I can't even spend a night alone. Yet they have spent days alone. I don't get included in conversations about grown up things. I don't even get to get my driver's license or have a job. I'm on disability. Also I need a lot of support and that's why I can't live on my own completely. It's because my family is worried I'll go off my medication or not look after myself. I just feel weird about it. I want to be as independent as possible.