Nabari no ou is what helped me to accept my ASD.

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It was late 2000's before 2010 and I do remember we had anime with one of the best dub and opening world widely in Italia, Death Note in italian is world widely known as better. We had Italia1 with One piece and Naruto and Hamtaro and go on while in MTV american trash stuffs, Skins and light novel alike anime such as Nabari and Death note and Inuyasha and Nana and Malcom in the middle too adult to be in Italia1 and in Rai 3 we had italian child programs such as Melevisione who was spreading awarness toward child abuse, disability and similar topics and Ferrero's movies in snack packs ... was the highest period of italian media.
I remember I had saw the last episode of Nabari, I was so shocked then for years and years didn't wanted to see it.
Then I went into "otaku" culture throught Facebook, around 2014(?) and I wanted an alternative to Naruto and was HxH which is actually my favorite and Nabari the second.
I remember also that I wanted to understand what was that weird anime I saw in my early teen age.
I remember to feel "normal".
Nowdays I can say it was like a lucid dream, Nabari and HxH both works perfectly with my brain but Nabari works natural not only perfectly... like a lucid dream, something I don't need to wonder about and just works.
Like fir Dumbo I feel fear to watch it but when I do I remember every single frame.
I remember to feel like Miharu and Yoite, to understanding them and to feel to be like them... I was no more than 18 back then.
Then I digged on Treccani, italian best dictionary, and I found out "alexithymia" and I remember I had self diagnozed it.
Back then no autism awarness, zero, I was the weirdo who was doing it.
I always was the weirdo intellectual whom was watching Ozptek instead Pirate of Carribean.
Also had felt and I feel more emphaty toward characters such as: Near of Death Note, Ace of One Piece, Meruem and Neferpitou of HxH, Gaara and Nagato and Sasori... "weird" was always the key word I was using.
Total drama is more recent, around 2018, but was completely ok with my brain.
Last year with Detroit being human and V' ger from first Star Trek movie.
As kid? Arale.