This is heavily wrapped up with PTSD which has such profound effect on one's life, I decided to put thread here.
So some of my comments were lashing out and I had breakdown after my seizure and went to talk to someone....
So I've decided to take their advice and not be rude or insulting towards other woman but rather be clear that I won't be pushed around, suppressed and to politely clear my side of the story.
Started years ago with my plump, puffy faced stepmother who ruining my childhood with her problems, even ripping my natural sun highlights out of my hair. She believed I was one Germans responsible for her problems and since it's difficult to keep all pure blooded Hungarians within our own borders, some Dutch may be confused that my genetics are actually my own, that my grandfather never had defined cheekbones, that we didn't mix with Germans. My blue eyes are dark, different and my hair is not dirty blond, I'm a natural dark blond with pale skin descending from colder regions. I think the misunderstanding Is that hungarian refugees were like Germans had mixed blood and countries like Austria and Finland fail to understand another gene of different tribe was taken, which is not their own.
Most of problems with profits on dutch colony were political issues the Afrikaans had and had little to do with Hungarians who never got involved, WW2 and concentration camps were British occupation and taking resources like gold and diamonds, Hungarians had no involvement as settlers had taken French wives, produced little profits.
I'm not an abusive person, but I won't tolerate ongoing way I get treated by blonds in South Africa, I'm not obliged to work for them, receive no German duties. Disrespect sometimes makes me regretful for helping as friend victims of sexual harassment because our people never being looked after by them.
Furthermore clearing my point that some Germans insisted keeping rapping us in history, their descendants may caused trouble however it's clear we not bald, mixed blonds, mixing dark blue eyes with cheekbones, we never wanted Oktoberfest, but Germans collect create designer babies, they not satisfied pinnochio was real boy they mixed, we don't approve of brad Pitt marrying Angelina Jolie.
So I hope in future people understand better where stand with Hungarians, why we don't approve of flaunting in music industry or Hollywood, and that we had no involvement in this satanism even in condemning it. We live our own lives, mind our own business.
Our fences are closed because we honestly never colonised and refuse to be disrupted by others, our Victor has being our leader since fall of iron curtain and Poland is upsettinv us like a demon to us, mocking us, even trying to copy our president, doing what we do and lacking soul to create with love in eyes of God. Poland does not want to stop, insist mocking us with lies and copying a history and current events that are ours and not theirs, we want them to stop. Not sure how to ask Poland to leave us alone, our serfs followed laws differ from them, and we prefer to have own identity and not socialise with other Europeans who we don't agree with. Respekt.
Today, 5:34 am
