dissociated

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everything seems so surreal. like i'm watching tv and i am not part of "reality" or the "real world" per se.

detached, dissociated. autism.

exhausted all the time. too tired to sit around talking, unlike my coworkers.

a couple minutes ago, just wasted an entire hour trying and failing to take a bowel movement.

failed at so many things in my stupidass "life".

i've been wounded.

s**t.

i have been bored, sick and tired of myself for a longfuck time.

i am afraid of everything

i hate everyone

my brain feels like it's on "off" mode.

precious lil "people" talk too much, too enthusiastically, and too loud.

vague communication. ("help", "care", "help", "friend", "respect").