Carbonhalo wrote:
Yes...and also the opposite.
When I used to hitch-hike everywhere I would adopt personas to suit/impress whoever picked me up.
I had the language skills to pretend to be almost anything and I think it was all an effort to perfect my masking. I never impersonated in an employment setting and was careful to choose roles which were unlikely to be detected... And I don't think I ever was, yet in several jobs that I was actually qualified for (and even overqualified for) I often felt substandard despite being the best in the company at what I did.
Thank you for sharing! Some of that sounds like me as well. I definitely mask alot and think I adopted a persona different than I actually am on the job. I think I am qualified on the skills side but perfectionism makes me think I don't know certain programs or skills perfectly so I think I'm not adequate for the job. I appreciate you sharing your experience!