123autism wrote:
I walked outside again for 30 min. I am doing the bare minimum these days.
I expect results in my professional life.
I do not like living where I live - well the weather specifically.
It will be -27 tomorrow morning and -29 on the weekend.
Brutally cold.
I'd like to have a stationary bike to do that inside. Even though I live close to a gym, I have lacked motivation to go there and do it.
I really resent exercising these days because I know I have nothing to prove. I've been rigorous about exercise throughout my life. Since turning 40 I've just cut back. I've felt that I don't have to prove anything to myself.
I feel I deserve a professional breakthrough and if this comes I'll be more motivated to exercise more seriously.
Exercising just to stay healthy when I am not seeing meaningful results in my life seems futile and I lack motivation for it.
When the weather is below zero it’s tough for anyone to feel motivated to go out in it. It can hurt the lungs to breathe in the icy air, so a warm face layer is required for me. But then my eye glasses fog up from my trapped breath. lol
I think having the mindset that exercise helps mental and physical health is a productive way to live, no matter what else is or isn’t happening in your life.
When I’m feeling down it boosts my spirits and I usually find something interesting while walking outside to divert my worries and frustrations. Even if it’s only a few minutes it’s worth it.
You’re doing great! Having nothing to prove is a great place to be in life. Enjoy being present in the moment.