I'm starting to be able to predict

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I can sort of tell if I'm about to enter a state of unreality. I just can't during it. I've noticed I get a feeling of distortion. Like flashes of light, objects appearing, or start doubting my medication .

I can predict certain feelings. I'll get a weird feeling in my body, and start having random false memories, or flashes of things. Or if I start getting really really into religion and my own version of it. I tried to get my sister and her friends to join whatever religion I thought I was creating, I was "speaking in tongues", and stopped sleeping, seeing angels everywhere. Etc. I haven't had that in a while. It's honestly frightening to think about. I seem to lose control. Also people start to think I'm joking. My cousin thought it was funny because I'd start praying in a different language when I spent the night once and they walked in.

I just wish I could tell during it. People either think I'm being "scary" or think it's funny. I don't like either reaction. sometimes people try to argue. That would make me so sad.

Well it's good that you're working it all out Crystal

People will find it funny because they don't understand but as long as you're being treated with respect otherwise then that's OK