Fears

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I have no fears

Of me dieing period I scared to die all the time always will be when I get old it's going to be a mess dieing poping back to life over and over again I'll be afraid to sleep for fear I won't wake up

Whatever!!

You're not afraid that your lack of fear will cause you to do dangerous things? I suppose of course that you would then be afraid of something so I guess not.

Thats deep. Anyway my fears are as follows:

Speakers (one of my worst I had a bad experience with them)

Bee's, wasps, hornets, ect.

spiders

the dark

That show pokemon (the noises freak me out annd now I have one sound stuck in my head from that show that I cant get out that I HATE so i pretty much wish that show never was made)

Heights. It's getting really bad. Over twenty feet, If I can look straight down... usually that's it.
rejection seems to be my other one.
On/off fear of darkness.
Everything else is usually fine.

my biggest fear is balloons if i am dragged into a room with balloons i get tense and start to panic. some kid in school gave me that fear.

vents you know the kind that blow and circulate air through buildings but only ones on the roof and walls ones on the floor don't bother me but the others scare me to death. some girl in school told me monsters come out of vents.

i used to be scared of drains but i got over that.

the mothman from mothman prophiceses whatever the movie with the werid cover that looks weird. the movie was filmed where i live and that's the only reason we rented it and i was forced to watch it from begining to end. i didn't sleep for 3 nights after that i prayed for comfort but it never came. it took metal sonic to finally get me used to seeing red eyes without flipping out. since then i now consider myself an atheist.

CSI: nuf said

bees, hornets, wasps, and bumble bees.

i have a slight fear of hieghts but only if i'm in or on something that was built centuries ago if it's new then i'm not scared at all.

dogs espeasily big ones but not small ones well not as much.

losing my story.

losing my compy.

being in big crowds.
and the list goes on.

ok i just remembered one of my fears.

servere lighting storms: i always think they will turn into tornados like right now.

oh and tornados is another one.

saix: think your first comment made your second fear pretty obvious.
how.
saix: "i always think they will turn into tornados" ring any bells.
larxene give me something to stab him with!
larxene: here *gives knives*
ahah *goes to stab saix*
saix: *goes berserk*
*the whole castle clears out*
xemnas: what did you do this time.
it was larxene's fault she gave me knives.
larxene: she asked.
xemnas: why me.

if i'm getting blood taken i have to watch myself get stabbed with the needle and i have to watch the whole time the needle is in my arm. so generaly i'm not afraid of needles unless i can't see it then i tense up.
if i don't watch then i'll tense up and jerk resulting in having to be stabbed several times, that don't feel to good either.
i learned quickly that this was the best method for me when i was young i was getting shot and had to be stabbed like 5 times finally i just watched and i've never had to get stabbed several times since.

I'm afraid of a stupid amount of things...just a bit nervous i guess.

So here goes...

Spiders...especially if their running fast.
Bugs
Moths - its the wings and the random fluttering
Birds - wings again, so i'm only worried in enclosed spaces.
The dark - i used to be terrified if i was out after dark by myself. Insides not so bad.
Hieghts
Enclosed spaces
Being out of control - so roller coasters etc. which go fast and i can't stop them...actually rides are just bad anyway.

I'm sure there are more that i'm missing out.

Here are my Fears

Rejection
Mentally Challenged People (IQs at 75 or below) Because I was called ret*d in School
The sight of Ken Livingstone's Face
Fear that I'll have another Panic Attack
Eating too much Junkfood. Well, it sure didn't make me Skinny, many years ago.
My Father, because he doesn't understand that my Obsessions are dear to me.
That the Guy who hurt me in College could be back in Town, one day.
Break-in enters
That a friend of mine could die from Weight Complications
That I could be stuck, living with my Parents for even longer, and they freak me out, when they're both together.
Fears that I could lose my Accent, even though I'm 31. If I lose it, that shallow wish of my Folks will come true.
That the remaining Routemasters could possibly be retired and I won't be able to see my Busies, if I make it to London.
I'm afraid to have a long conversation with my Mom, when my Dad is around the house. After two hours of talking to anybody, I end up straying and talking about London, I don't want my Dad to flip-out.
Heights
Earwigs
Wasps
Night Terrors
Guns
Death and Dying
What my Afterlife will have in store for me
Hell
Rape
Murder
War
Machine Guns

I am afraid of heights.

Mirrors. crowds. Slight enclosed spaces_ I can tolerat lifts unless they're overcrowded but what I can't stand is stuffy rooms, I fhave to have something open or leave after an hour or so. And rejection too.

I don't have any fears right now. I am thankful my EAS fear went away recently.

I am scared of getting stuck forever in sleep paralysis
I am also afraid of spiders and rats in small spaces I'm fine with them out in the open

MOLD.


I'm deathly (i mean DEATHLY) afraid of mold. When I see mold on a piece of food or something, I feel like it's going to attack me.

If I pick up like an orange or piece of breat with mold on it, I'll throw it and take off out of the room. A few minutes later I'll peek my head around the corner and ask if it's thrown away. I WILL NOT come back into that kitched if it's still in view.

That's pretty messed up if I see mold and think it's gonna lash out at me.