I've had my last dream, about five nights ago. I was pondering what it would be like to be a certian Member from my Clubhouse, whom is out of it, most of the time. That night, I've dreamed that I was this Member, and my Mind was racing 100 Miles an Hour. I've smoothed out a worn, fitted shirt that I was wearing, and than I've pulled a pair of Slacks up, past my Waist. Than I was talking about being in Heaven and walking around Beaches, all day. I've had Blonde bobbed Hair in my dream and I was wearing bright Orange Lipstick. I wasn't wearing Glasses, either. (I look like Austin Powers in Real Life.) It's taken me, untill This Morning to realize how lucky I am, not to be that Woman. Just after the Light went on, my Heart lead me back to my Real Home. My Parents' House. It's like I've needed to have that dream to realize how lucky I am to be Me.