Thank you both.
@ jelly, drawing is used in handwriting therapy, particularly with rigid grip and arms. It's a fun and creative way to get confidence. Good for you!
@ rats, it helps with boredom, that's something.
And by can't draw I meant I don't have the proportions always right and stuff like that. I don't even think I would be taken in art school with my current level. But wtf, I just like it.
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"Ever since I was a child, I’ve never allowed myself to get too close to people. I’ve avoided emotional attachment. Perhaps I’ve been so afraid of death and dying that any connection just seemed like a bad thing, something that wouldn’t last." Dana Scully - Christmas Carol.