Fairfield wrote:
IsabellaLinton wrote:
I do that too. I hadn't even noticed. When I first went for ADHD testing my kids were like "Um, yeah .... you can't even sit still for five minutes when we watch something. You're up and down like a jackhammer." I hover all the time. I even eat standing up most of the time if I'm alone - just stand at the kitchen counter and finish whatever I made.
One of the reasons I got assessed for autism and ADHD is because I couldn't just sit still, ever. That goes as far back as me being like 1-2, because I have memories of asking my parents to put me in the highchair and then a minute later getting antsy and wanting out, multiple times in a row. lmao
It's weird because I hadn't noticed.
I thought ADHD meant that you have to be zooming around in circles.
I'm up and down a lot, even though I move fairly slowly and kind of stay in one place.
I think I'm perceived as lazy more than hyper since I don't have tons of energy.
I wasn't even aware of the up / down thing until the kids pointed it out. ^
I also stim like a freight-train on crack, and my mind goes 1000 mph even when I'm asleep.
I didn't know stimming had a name or that it counted for ADHD.
I certainly didn't think thoughts counted.
I didn't even know other people's thoughts weren't so fast (How would I know?)
How are we supposed to know what's normal in other people's minds all our lives?
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