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How's your hand, babybird?

I had eye surgery last Friday and my eye is still really red. I have steroid and antibiotic drops to put in twice a day, I'm ok with that. I can see fairly well out of my eye and it's improving so that's good.

I was just thinking about my hand actually

It's quite painful but I can use it

I'm thinking that if there was a break in it it might have fused by now anyway so I'm not going to get it checked out unless it gets to where I can't use it

I'm gonna go and get it checked out on Monday

I can still use my hand but my little finger is getting more and more stiff by the day

To be honest though I have done a lot of manual work and climbing this week so maybe I just need to rest it

I'm actually thinking along the lines of trigger finger now

Another day wasted on sneezing fits.
On a verge of hay fever symptoms.

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Another hypothesis why my hormones are crap is because...

... Because I don't have enough fat.


As if I'm not trying to gain some of it.
As if I'm not eating enough.

As if I don't have like 3-6 snacks in between meals and ending up blowing my savings over it on a yearly basis.

As if I can ignore my cravings and never gave in. Lots of it.


And still wonder -- still wonder why I'm not bulking up.

That maybe why I might be hormonal and needing more estrogen is because I don't have enough fat.

Burning fat seems to be too easy for me.
Oh, sure that's practically the envy of so many; eating more and more without gaining much.

Except here I'm, complaining about it.
Why not be "grateful" that I get such "figure" and not have any "bodily insecurities"???

Yeah. Uhuh.
As if I'm not a truly asocial aroace autistic.
As if I'm one of those lonely types who desires attractiveness. Yeaaahhhh... Like I got the same old priorities as most people.

If I said that I cared about being healthy than being pretty...
100% that's not some cope-lie that many gym goers and people on a weight loss diet (that likely fail) say.


Oh sure, again -- I already experienced all enough pretty privileges.
Already got them all pleasant looking perks...

Except the external meant little to me.
Only the internal.

I already got my emotions a bit straightened up. My heart more still.
My head is still a bit off... All because my body IS being off.

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I haven't been this covered in bruises since I was a kid

Even my knuckles are bruised

Yeah mate

Skatepark innit

I even smacked my chin off the coping when I was jumping out