How do you feel certain about your sexuality?

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In college, I looked at a PlayGirl with a bunch of other girls. We were all totally turned off by it, and I'm pretty sure most of us weren't lesbians. I think women just don't enjoy looking at guys' bits the same way guys enjoy looking at women's.
Sorry guys - your junk is gross.

I only began to question this earlier this year. I had always presumed I was straight but out of nowhere really I began to think perhaps I was into girls rather than boys. I will watch adverts and films and stuff and find myself watching the girls and I never really say a boy is hot or whatever but I don't think it's that straight forward. The images of a boy and girl together kind of interest me but I think i generally watch the girl. Someone mentioned something about the way I draw, I find female bodies much easier to draw than male ones. But on the other hand from the obvious one of my friends thinks I had a crush on a boy related to one of my interests and when I was in a play I couldn't put this neck thingy on so one of the boys I'd been speaking to, he was a friend of the girl I was there with, put it on me and my heart sort of fluttered.
I also hate the idea of being in a relationship with a girl, I don't know if this is to do with my sexuality or just fear at being that person. I also relate better to the male characters in my stories than the female ones, whether this is because he is more like me or not I doń know. I was always very Girly when I was little but now I'm not sure. I dont like wearing make-up but I never have and I don't own very many dresses. When I started high school I desperatly tried to look pretty and I think my main point is that I've given up on that side of me. I am very self Concious.
If anyone has any explinations/help for me then I'd love to hear it ! !

I approached it from a very tried and tested method - research and experimentation. I tried it on with men, women, neutral, you name it. I don't see what the fuss is about, and prefer to skip it altogether. Hence asexual.