Light Sensitivity
I broke my routine this morning and stepped outside, I had to cover my eyes, the sun was so bright.
Not getting about I'm not used to the light, it makes my eyes water and hampers my sight.
So I aims for the shed out of the glare, into the little corner I sat in the chair.
I know there is lots of work to do, need to empty the shed so my scooter can fit through.
But I have no motivation, and I don't know where to start, to many darn objects here in the dark.
I filled up a box and stepped out of the shade, the garden was alight with a furious blaze.
I couldn't see for toffee with all the white concrete and haze, water streams from my eyes and down my face.
Dropped the box in a corner and jumped back in the shady space.
Slammed my head on the opening, I managed find some comfort in this place I've made.
Rubbing my head to subdue this persistent sting, I strained to hear the blasted telephone ring.
So I emerged from the shed and aimed for the house, tripped on the step and onto my spouse.
Who had already grabbed the phone much to my surprise, I wasn't expecting her home for quite some time.
She looks out of the window and complains about the mess, my eyesight recovered and even I wasn't impressed.
The wind had blown junk all over the garden, my wife was so angry her jawline hardened.
I pleaded my innocence blamed the wind and the glare but alas there was no escaping that long hard timeless stare.
Yes, very sensitive to light. Migraine sensitive to it. In direct sunlight everything is either too bright to where I can’t open them or everything looks red/yellow. I do like looking at the rainbows that come out of certain lightbulbs though (as long as they aren’t loud). Those are an exception. I have glasses that tint, but it only helps so much. And it took a while and testing glasses before I was able to comfortably wear a pair.
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When I encounter light sometimes just going outside into normal light triggers my eyes to start watering and they close them selves. I really can't open them. It is like looking at the sun, your eyes just shut and you can't open them.
I always have sunglasses when I drive because I all I need is for my eyes to decide to take a nap while I'm going down the highway lol.
The worst place for this is at the dentist though. They call you back from the waiting room then they have you sit in the chair. They lay you back (which I can't stand) then point that bright light right at your eyes, and say the dentist will be with you in a few minutes. So I just have to lay there with my eyes watering and shutting I probably look like I'm crying lol.
Anyone else have that problem?
I like dim light around the house and detest bright light. In my office, I am permitted to use small lamps rather than the horrible overhead glaring florescents. Actually a lot of NTs also detest the overhead lighting, I don't think aspies are the only ones with the light sensitivity at all.
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My optician tells me I've got cataracts and should avoid strong sunlight, so I do. The cataracts aren't noticeably affecting my vision yet and I don't want them to. So it's hard to know whether I have a sensory issue about stronglight or not, because I keep out of it. But I do remember travelling in cars when strong sunlight has been behind tree branches, always flashing on and off as the car passes a branch. I always hated that. I don't suppose anybody enjoys it though.
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