My final year of college was like a never ending story.
Congratulations on finishing - you really accomplished something.
And when you look back at yourself and see you have changed - change is good. Try to love the self you were and the self you are. It was ok to be the past you then and it is ok to be the you you are now.
Congrats again - you will figure things out as you go - life is an adventure and each new day is a gift.
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ADHD-I(diagnosed) ASD-HF(diagnosed)
RDOS scores - Aspie score 131/200 - neurotypical score 69/200 - very likely Aspie