Someone told me earlier today I made them cry because they were so happy. I felt absolutely nothing in return =/.
It's been a real long time since anyone's said "i love you" to me. A friend gave me a card once that said "love, your friend..." and even that kinda made me feel odd. I dont think I am really looking forward to hearing it because I would probably just question it constantly in my head, over and over and over wondering about why it was said, the motive behind, what they wanted etc etc.
But, that being said, there are a couple people in my life that I want to keep in my life for as long as I can. A few people I would do anything in the world for, they need just to ask. Do I love them? Maybe? I dont know, so many people have so many different definitions of love.
But, I do not yearn for them to acknowledge it in the way you're asking. If I know I am making them smile, that's more than enough for me.
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?It's a sad thing not to have friends, but it is even sadder not to have enemies.? - El Che